29: Sofya Yokoyama, Switzerland Boulderer & OG Youtuber

Sofya is a boulderer on team Switzerland and she’s part of the wave of OG climbing Youtubers! In this episode, she gives us a debrief on her last comp of the 2024 season in Prague, we get some insight into team Switzerland and their potential upcoming funding issues, and she opens up about her past struggles with disordered eating and how she overcame it.


Show Notes

Guest links:

Instagram

Youtube

Reference links:

Weight Vest Video


Timestamps

Timestamps of discussion topics

0:00 - Reflections on Prague WC

6:05 - Climbing + Competing start

7:58 - Worldwide childhood and origins of her accent

10:52 - Boulderer getting into lead training?

15:40 - The "no expectations" comp trick

19:55 - Slab is the enemy

22:10 - Being a short climber

26:08 - Training schedule

30:03 - Team Switzerland transformation

31:42 - Swiss athlete funding

35:23 - Money and YouTube

41:41 - Behind the scenes of Youtube

43:31 - Climbing with a weight vest controversy?

48:19 - Climbing, puberty, and eating disorders

54:47 - Bulking & cutting?

1:04:04 - The pro comp climbing dating scene

1:08:47 - Training with Nicolai

1:10:48 - Favorite hobby is...escape rooms?!

1:12:54 - Future goals & being born in the 1900s

1:18:55 - Shoutout from Tom Greenall

1:19:27 - Discord statement: calling Sofya by the wrong name

1:19:51 - Discord Q: Who's your favorite YouTuber?

1:23:35 - Where to find Sofya

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    Yeah, I try looking a bit to the side to kind of see what the boulders look like and to see

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    potential methods.

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    I mean, this is only for like these next couple of years, but we might need to pay ourselves

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    because the budget has been reduced.

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    Around me, I heard a lot of, be careful, you don't want to put on too much weight, it's

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    going to affect your climbing.

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    That's when I was like, oh my gosh, I'm putting on weight.

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    I loved One Direction, loved them.

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    And someone commented, Harry Styles was in One Direction?

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    I was like, excuse me?

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    How do you not know that?

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    Welcome to another episode of the That's Not Real Climbing podcast.

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    I'm your host Jinni and I'm excited to introduce my guest for today, Sofya Yokoyama.

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    Sofya is a boulder on Team Switzerland and she's part of the wave of OG climbing YouTubers.

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    In this episode, she gives us a debrief on her last comp of the 2024 season in Prague.

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    We get some insight into Team Switzerland and their potential upcoming funding issues.

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    And she opens up about her past struggles with disordered eating and how she overcame

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    it.

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    So, I hope you enjoy this episode with Sofya.

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    We'll start slowly into it.

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    You just got back from Prague, so that's probably fresh in your mind.

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    So any thoughts about how the Prague World Cup went?

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    Yeah, no, so Prague was really fun.

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    The semis round didn't really go as I had hoped.

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    So I guess the general coming out of the comp was a bit frustrating, a bit sad.

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    But now that I've had a couple of days to just reflect and think about it, now I'm like,

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    okay, well, it's been a good season.

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    I've had fun training and traveling with the team.

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    It's been cool.

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    And this has been the best season of my career.

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    So it's a lot more positive than just unfortunately this bad semis.

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    Well, you still have another chance to.

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    Yep.

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    Yep.

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    I leave for Seoul tomorrow.

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    Exciting.

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    Yeah, the semis boulders looked really hard.

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    Did you have an idea going into or not going into it, but while you were climbing that

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    it was a low scoring round?

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    Or did you kind of feel like you were the only one who was struggling and then it like

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    kind of got in your head?

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    Yeah, you can already kind of guess how the round is going when you're in ISO because

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    you know, like if athletes come back early, then you're like, okay, this boulder they've

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    done.

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    And then if a lot of people are coming back early, then you're like, okay, so there's

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    quite a lot of tops.

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    And when I was in ISO, there weren't that many people coming back.

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    So I was like, okay, this is a hard round, but just anything is possible.

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    Just stay focused, try hard.

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    And then unfortunately, when I got out onto the first boulder, I just had the wrong method.

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    And I knew that this was possible and I knew that I could do it.

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    So already the fact that I didn't, it was kind of like, okay, another three hard boulders

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    to come.

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    And so it's kind of hard to then tell yourself, okay, but I can do it.

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    It's possible.

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    Just stay focused and try as hard as you can on these boulders.

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    So I feel like I did manage that quite well until after the third boulder where I didn't

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    get the zone, I was like, okay, no one's doing the slab.

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    So I think this is over anyways.

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    Okay.

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    So you kind of felt like defeated going into it after the first one a bit?

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    Yeah, after the first boulder, I was like, this is not the great start to a semis round

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    or semis I would have hoped.

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    But things can still change.

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    So for now, stay focused and stay in it.

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    So do you kind of sneak a peek at how other people are doing on the climbs before or after

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    you?

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    Yeah, I try looking a bit to the side to kind of see what the boulders look like and to

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    see potential methods.

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    Since now they kind of spread the boulders out quite a bit, you can't really look too

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    far ahead, but yeah, every now and then when I'm like resting between attempts on a boulder,

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    I just like step back and look up into the side.

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    Yeah, do you ever look like back at boulders you've done to see if other people are doing

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    them or is that like too mentally terrible?

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    Yeah, so usually I don't, but when I was on the second boulder in the semis round in Prague,

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    my teammate was climbing on the first boulder.

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    And so she was doing so well.

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    So I was like looking at her and I'm like, come on, like getting like psyched for her

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    at the same time.

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    Like, oh, shoot, I need to focus on my boulder and climb on my boulder.

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    But usually I can separate but since it was just my teammate and she was doing well, I

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    was like, yes.

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    So it was more excitement for her rather than, oh, that was how I was supposed to do it.

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    I mean, there was also a bit of that.

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    I'm like, oh, I just spent five minutes trying one method and if I had just changed hands,

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    things could have gone differently, but yeah.

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    Okay.

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    Well, I hope that soul goes well for you.

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    It's still great that you made semis again.

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    That's it.

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    Yeah.

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    Very consistent in that, which is good.

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    Yeah.

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    I think the years before, at least consistency is here this year.

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    Yeah.

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    Consistency is great.

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    Okay.

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    So let's get into how you started climbing and competing.

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    Yeah.

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    So I started when I was around seven.

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    My parents always were like, oh yeah, maybe either if you want to do a sport or an instrument,

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    but they always wanted me and my brother to have another activity besides school.

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    And so I was trying many different sports when I was younger and it was really climbing

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    that for some reason stuck and I enjoyed it the most.

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    And so it got a bit more serious when I came back to Switzerland.

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    I joined the competition team and then just gradually started training a bit more and

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    did more comps, joined the Swiss team and still doing it now.

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    When was your first competition, if you remember?

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    Officially, it was when I was living in Singapore.

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    Oh, I didn't know you were living in Singapore.

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    Yeah.

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    I lived there between nine and 12.

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    Wow.

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    Yeah.

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    I had three years in Singapore and at school they had like this crazy cool climbing wall

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    and the coach there, he was like, oh, you should do comps.

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    There's some cool fun comps in Singapore going on.

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    And so that's where I started.

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    And then I was, yeah, I think I was like, yeah, 10, 11-ish.

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    It was just for fun at that time.

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    But it was when I came back to Switzerland where it got more serious and I joined the

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    national team and did national comps, international comps.

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    Cool.

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    Well, I mean, we've got some Singapore viewers and I had also just interviewed a couple other

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    people from Singapore.

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    Oh, cool.

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    So I'm sure they'll be glad to know that.

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    So you moved around like a bunch then, I guess.

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    Yeah.

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    I've moved quite a bit.

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    Was there anywhere else that you had lived?

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    I was also in England for a couple of years.

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    I didn't compete.

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    I mean, I was born in Switzerland and then around three I moved to England, so I wasn't

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    climbing at that time.

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    And then came back to Switzerland, but in the French pot and then moved to Singapore

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    and then came back to Switzerland since.

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    But there was a phase, I think when I got back to Switzerland around 14, 15, where I

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    was like doing comps in England and in Switzerland to see which national team I could join.

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    Oh, really?

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    But yeah, since I was living in Switzerland, I ended up staying with the Swiss team.

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    Okay.

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    So you were like trying out for, or I guess it's not tryouts, but maybe like trials or

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    something like that to join a national team?

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    Yeah, I think you do the national comps and then depending on your results, you get a

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    team offer.

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    Okay.

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    So the Switzerland one came first.

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    Yeah.

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    So yeah, you moved around a bunch.

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    So I know you mentioned people always wonder where your accent is from.

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    Is that how it came about?

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    It's just a mix of a bunch of different places.

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    Yeah.

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    When I was younger, I had my mum's British accent.

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    But then, yeah, with moving around so much, there was a phase where I just had a full-on

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    American accent.

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    And now, yeah, I don't know, it just switched so much.

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    And then now it kind of went back to just normal British, but then with also some American

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    towns.

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    In Singapore, it was the French school, but it was international.

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    So a lot of it was like American.

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    And that's where the American accent came out.

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    So I think it was just hanging around with a lot of American English speakers.

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    And I got influenced.

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    Yeah, makes sense.

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    No, I recently learned I got fed a bunch of TikToks that was like, oh, there's an international

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    school accent.

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    So I was wondering if that's kind of what it was.

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    But maybe it's a little different.

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    Yeah, I think it's more like the people who I'm hanging out with.

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    Our coach on the Swiss team is Australian, and we hang out with Oceana Mackenzie a lot.

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    So sometimes I feel like I've got an Australian wang to real world.

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    Yeah, sometimes I'm worried when I talk to someone with an accent that I'll start imitating

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    them but in like, not a cool way.

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    Yeah, I don't know why it switches.

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    Yeah, thankfully it doesn't happen to me too much.

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    So I think I saw you post, I forget if it was like a story or a post, but it looks like

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    you've been doing a little bit more lead lately.

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    Why did you not get into it before?

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    And why are you doing it now?

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    So yeah, I guess the big question two years ago was to try for the Olympics and whether

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    I wanted to focus also on the lead discipline, considering that like my main and favorite

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    discipline is bouldering.

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    And I had like a long talk with the coaches.

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    And since my, at least last year, my bouldering was really not at the level I wanted it to

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    be at.

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    If I like taking some of my bordering energy, moving it into lead and losing like a bit

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    more focus on like losing that bordering focus to put onto lead, it, yeah, I wouldn't have

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    progressed as much in bouldering and then I might not have even gotten that good in lead.

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    So it would have been like a lot of training, a lot of trying mix match, see what works

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    best and potentially not like gaining in anything.

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    So the final conclusion was like, okay, I'm just going to focus this year on bordering,

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    really to get as strong as I can.

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    Especially like now you need to be so good in bordering and lead to just like get a decent

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    ish result, so I'm happy I stuck to my like focus on bordering decision.

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    But yeah, recently we had the Swiss lead cup and in our Swiss contract, we need to participate

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    in two disciplines, even though I'm just a boarder.

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    And so I was like, okay, well, I'm home.

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    There's a lead comp this weekend.

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    May as well go for it.

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    And it went so well.

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    Like honestly, I don't think I've climbed that good in lead my whole life.

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    And so I was like, you know, maybe I will come back doing some lead.

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    Who knows?

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    Okay.

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    Well, I mean, as far as like the Olympics, I guess they might split it out.

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    So do you want to just do lead comps or like, this is still like an Olympic hopeful kind

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    of thing?

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    I guess in LA they don't split it.

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    I will probably try now that I saw lead didn't go too bad.

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    But if they do split it, I don't think I'll really focus on lead.

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    Yeah, that makes sense.

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    Yeah, I think I'll just do bordering unless like I have maybe an outdoor lead project,

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    but there's enough bordering projects I have to focus on before going to lead.

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    Why do you think you did well in lead?

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    Like you weren't training it at all?

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    No, so I have a really good theory.

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    I remember when I was training lead, I was like, yeah, I was focused.

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    I knew I was training lead.

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    I knew that I could do well.

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    And I guess the stress of the comp, I couldn't really handle it as well because I'm like,

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    there's only one attempt.

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    I need to climb perfectly.

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    I need to really focus and like there were a lot of things that I was thinking of for

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    it to go well.

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    And now this comp, I was like, okay, look, I haven't done lead in a long time.

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    I feel great in bordering.

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    I guess the moves in lead aren't as hard.

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    So I could technically do all the moves on the lead wall.

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    And so all I need to do since I don't have endurance is climb fast and efficiently.

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    And so I was like, okay, well, let's see how fast I can climb.

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    And I was just like really in a chill mood, here to have fun, confident in my bordering

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    skills that I could like hold all the holds and do all the moves.

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    So then all I just needed to do was hold on long enough to get as high as possible.

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    Yeah, I hear a lot of boulders do that.

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    Just like go up as fast as they can.

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    Not even rest really.

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    Yeah, like there's no point of me really shaking out because my other arm gets pumped anyways.

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    So I'm just like, okay, talk.

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    Okay, fast talk.

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    Okay, fast talk.

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    I don't know if that'll work when you actually want to get into lead competitions, but.

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    I received a lot of messages afterwards.

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    It's like, it's just the first comp always goes well.

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    And then once you start training it, it's downhill from there.

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    I feel like there's also a lot of, so like I've talked to a few people now.

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    I've interviewed like a few athletes.

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    It seems like a lot of times they have like a great comp and they say it's because they

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    went in with no expectations.

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    And then I guess they had a good result.

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    And so then it's like in their head about it.

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    And then it just goes downhill from there.

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    Do you feel like that's kind of the case?

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    Yeah, there's many times when I've been sick before a comp or like I got a cold and I wasn't

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    necessarily feeling in the best shape.

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    And then like this was national level and then I came out winning the comp or doing

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    like a really good result and climbing great.

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    And I think it's yeah, heading into the competition where you're like, okay, there's no expectations

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    here.

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    I've been sick the past week.

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    It's just really to go out and climb as good as I can.

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    And that's it.

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    But yeah, once you start getting the results and you're like, okay, I can do this.

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    It goes well.

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    That's when in your head, it's like, it's not like I can do this, but it's like, I have

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    to do this.

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    And the like that switch in I can to I have where like you're, you have to force yourself

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    to do something.

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    And then when it's a bit of a downhill drop.

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    Yeah.

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    How do you?

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    I don't know.

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    How do you like artificially create a lack of expectations?

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    So what I've been doing recently or like this past year is more like not necessarily having

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    like lowering my expectations, but just like it's so hard to explain.

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    Like heading into the comp, I guess, partly feeling confident in the training that you've

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    done.

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    And at the same time, like Prague, Prague, I guess, is one of the conflict didn't go

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    as well because for me, I was like heading into Prague.

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    I'm like, okay, I can definitely make finals.

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    But in my head is like, okay, I'm here to make finals.

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    And it's not like I was already thinking of the next step instead of like staying in semis

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    like, okay, I'm in semis now.

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    Let's focus on each border one at a time.

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    I was like, okay, finals is doable.

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    I can get into this.

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    I can do this.

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    Sometimes it through some people.

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    It does work.

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    But for me, I think it was more like, ah, okay, since I screwed up the first border,

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    I'm like, ah, that's it.

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    Like my round is over.

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    Okay.

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    Even though you don't know what's going to happen.

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    Yeah.

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    So I guess for Seoul, I'm just going to like qualities have been going well.

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    So I just go into qualities, climb hard.

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    There's a few things that I like think of, like, try to think of new methods, try new

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    things.

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    Don't be scared to like do crazy stuff.

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    And try to just continue in that path with semis.

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    Yeah, I think that makes sense.

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    So kind of like not really going into it with a specific goal, maybe to like make finals

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    or semis.

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    Not focused too much on results, but more focused on like small things that you can

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    work on.

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    So like for me, it's trying new things in borders instead of like trying one method.

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    If you're hesitating on another method, just try it.

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    Also like, of course, try hard because yeah, the borders aren't easy.

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    So you need to like commit.

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    And usually my first attempts are a bit like, I'm just going to climb and see how it feels.

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    So here it's more like first attempt, it's send or change method.

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    And then also for me, it's like I get very, not anxious, but like wanting to give a lot

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    of attempts and try a lot of things.

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    So it's more like patience, breathe, especially on slabs.

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    Do you dislike slabs?

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    Slabs dislike me.

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    Okay, gotcha.

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    I really try to like slabs, but I can never, no, not never, because I have sent slabs and

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    cons, but I just as even, I train them and I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere compared

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    to like if I train strength, I can do a one on pull ups.

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    I can see I'm progressing, but on slabs, you can train slabs as much as you like, but foot

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    slip, can't do this, can't do that.

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    Have you done the thing?

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    Well, so I was also really bad at slab.

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    I mean, I'm certainly still like not great at slab, especially compared to like pro athletes.

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    But the one thing that actually worked for me that I thought was like some woo woo bullshit

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    was like before getting on the slab, instead of saying I'm bad at slab, I would just be

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    like, I'm really good at slab, I can do this.

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    And then it actually kept working.

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    And so I was like, oh, maybe this works.

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    So then I try to do that when I do slab, but it helped for me, I think.

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    Yeah, I think there's a lot of like trying to gaslight yourself.

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    Yeah.

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    Like, yeah, that's something where, and I definitely feel it if I go into an overhang

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    border, I'm like, confident, I'm like, I'm gonna send this.

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    And then when you go to the slab, it's like, okay, it's a slab, I gotta be careful, I gotta

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    think I gotta, and I think it's yeah, trying to erase those thoughts.

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    It's like, okay, now, this is a slab, I can do a slab.

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    It's the same thing for me with toe hooks.

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    Yeah.

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    Yeah.

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    I'm not great at toe hooks.

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    And so every time I see a toe hook, there's like that toe hooks, but now I'm trying to

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    be like, ah, toe hooks, dang.

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    Yeah.

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    Has it helped at all?

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    No, not really.

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    Okay.

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    But I will continue, I will continue trying, especially if you send you feel it, I will.

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    There's hope.

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    Yeah, it worked for me.

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    Maybe I just got lucky, but I'm not gonna think about it until next time.

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    So being one of the shorter athletes, do you feel like it hinders you during World Cups

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    or does it help?

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    Yes, this is a big discussion, especially I've been seeing a few like videos after

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    the Olympics on iMori.

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    Yeah, there's a lot.

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    I think, so I'm like 156, 157, something like that.

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    So I am like one of the shorter climbers on the circuit, but I do try to take a step back

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    and be like, okay, yes, if I was maybe five, 10 centimeters taller, this move could be

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    easier.

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    But powerful movements, you can work on explosivity, crimps, you can work on finger strength.

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    You just have to unfortunately be that much stronger than the other climbers.

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    So I always try to take a step back and be like, okay, well, if I'm short, then I can

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    compensate by being so much stronger in these areas.

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    And yes, that's what I've been working on, like finger strength, explosivity, power,

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    like all those things I can work on because unfortunately height, I can't grow anymore.

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    Do you ever come across a move where you're like, oh, my height really helps me here?

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    Yes, a lot of like, it doesn't happen often, but a lot of like tight, box, small, uncomfortable

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    moves. For me, being short is great because I can just like get in there and be like,

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    I'm so comfortable.

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    And then you have my teammates who are a bit taller and they're like, oh, this was really

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    tight and I couldn't feel good. And I was like, I feel great.

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    Okay, perfect.

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    But on the comp circuit, it's rare or like there are sometimes moves like those, but

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    it's more rare than seeing moves where it's like, okay, if I was a bit taller, that would

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    have been easier.

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    Because of just like, is it usually the coordination stuff or like the dinos that you feel like

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    you're too short?

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    Yeah, a lot of it is coordination. But I think now, like if it's straight up coordination,

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    for sure. Like every time I see a straight up jump, I'm like, they have enough experience

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    to set something other than straight up. But sometimes it's also like, when there's toe

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    hooks, it's usually like really stretched out positions. And so since toe hooks aren't

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    my strong suit, I'm also like, if I was just a bit taller, my toe hook would fit in there

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    so much better. Yeah, so it really depends. But a lot of it is more like, yeah, coordination

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    and usually toe hooks.

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    Well, so I feel like I have the opposite issue with toe hooks. So I'm like, if I'm shorter,

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    then my leg would just be straight and it would be fine and I would reach or not reach.

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    But like, I wouldn't have to like, twist myself in such a weird way to like, hold the toe

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    hook.

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    Yeah, that for sure. Like there's some point sometimes where if you have a toes close,

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    this toe hook shorter is for sure better. But for me, it's usually like getting into

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    the toe hook position. Like you usually have to like kind of jump in and then that it's

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    always like, I'm always limit, like my foot always arrives at the very tip of my toe hook.

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    And I'm like, I have to squeeze so hard to be able to get the second one and then I have

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    to like be able to get it a bit higher. And so there's like 20 seconds of work before

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    actually getting into the stop position, which is kind of that point for me. But yeah, if

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    the toe hook is close, I'm like, easy.

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    Okay. Well, we can all just agree that toe hooks are really bad and you can hate them.

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    Okay. So what does your training look like at the moment? Or I guess not at the moment

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    because you're in competition season, but last competition or last training season or

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    like upcoming?

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    So during the like winter phase, pre-comp pre-season, it's quite, there's a lot going

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    on. So we kind of like with my coach, we kind of focus on all the things that not necessarily

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    went wrong in the comp season, but that could go better and how to work on those things.

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    So if it's yeah, toe hooks, then there's going to be toe hook training, but it's going to

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    be like, okay, there's going to be more fitness training, maybe some more finger strength

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    training because I feel like my finger strength could be better. There's also going to be

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    some like climbing exercises on the wall for like body tension. Also for just like, yeah,

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    just physical wall exercises. There's a lot going on, a lot of intense stuff. I think

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    I like climb, yeah, four or five times a week with two gym sessions and two fingerboard

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    sessions, a bit of camp sing, some hard boulders, some comp boulders, some wall training.

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    And is this all by yourself or do you train with the Switzerland team much?

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    So right now I'm between Austria and Switzerland because my boyfriend, he's on the Austrian

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    team. So I'm in Innsbruck a lot training with them. And then I also, when I head home,

    418

    00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:57,800

    also like train with the Swiss team. So I'm rarely ever alone.

    419

    00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:04,240

    And so like when you're training with teams, is it like a specified thing where they're

    420

    00:28:04,240 --> 00:28:08,600

    like, we want everyone to be together and we all want to train together or is it just

    421

    00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:14,760

    like since you know them, you're friends with them, they like climb at a similar level,

    422

    00:28:14,760 --> 00:28:16,520

    then you just train together.

    423

    00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:23,680

    Yeah. So for the Austrian team, it's like, I really had to, usually it's like the Austrian

    424

    00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:29,560

    team, they train together and they have like these training days. And so I like with my

    425

    00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:34,080

    coach, we like asked them if it was okay if I like train with them, if I joined their

    426

    00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:39,680

    team sessions and all of that. Cause usually they close like the training room for when

    427

    00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:44,720

    they have team sessions. But since I also knew like a lot of the female athletes on

    428

    00:28:44,720 --> 00:28:52,320

    the Austrian team, they were all like welcoming and motivated for me to join. And they were

    429

    00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:58,480

    like, yeah, it'll be great if so if you train with us, we'd love it. And so, yeah, it was

    430

    00:28:58,480 --> 00:29:03,720

    a bit of both. It was me knowing a lot of the athletes on the team and asking if it's

    431

    00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:09,640

    okay if I joined, but at the same time they have these times where they train all together.

    432

    00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:15,520

    It's like kind of not secretive, but like closed off because it's like secret national

    433

    00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:22,160

    team things. Yeah. Yeah. But interesting. Like for our team center, like I guess the

    434

    00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:29,920

    difference is that our team's training center isn't in a public gym. So no one really, other

    435

    00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:36,080

    teams don't really know much about it, where it is, when our team sessions are and stuff

    436

    00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:40,480

    compared to the Austrian team where their team training center isn't the biggest gym

    437

    00:29:40,480 --> 00:29:46,760

    in the world. So for us it's okay, well, if someone does want to join, they have to know

    438

    00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:55,640

    someone in the team and ask. And then we send them the address and then they can join. But

    439

    00:29:55,640 --> 00:29:59,360

    it's also like, yeah, on Mondays we have team training from this time to this time. Let

    440

    00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:05,000

    me know if you want to join and if you can or not. And it's like that three, four times

    441

    00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:06,000

    a week.

    442

    00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:11,000

    How do you feel like the Switzerland team has transformed throughout the years?

    443

    00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:16,200

    So there's been a huge transformation and very much on the positive side. Before our

    444

    00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:24,400

    team training center, I don't know how old our training center is. I think maybe four

    445

    00:30:24,400 --> 00:30:32,040

    years now. But before that, maybe it's older, I don't really remember. But before that everyone

    446

    00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:37,820

    was kind of just like training in different areas in Switzerland. And we'd only ever see

    447

    00:30:37,820 --> 00:30:44,720

    each other when we'd like travel to comps and it comes together. So we weren't as close.

    448

    00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:51,840

    Like yeah, I didn't really know everyone as well. I just saw them at the comps and we'd

    449

    00:30:51,840 --> 00:30:58,000

    just hang out because we were kind of just there. But with the team training center coming

    450

    00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:05,400

    into place and the team organizing team sessions and everyone going there weekly, we kind of

    451

    00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:15,920

    got closer and now it feels much more like a family than just colleagues. And so yeah,

    452

    00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:20,560

    there's been a lot of growth on that side. And I feel like if you have a good environment

    453

    00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:26,720

    with the team, then also comps and training is they just go better in general.

    454

    00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:31,720

    Yeah, that makes sense. Yeah, it seems like having a national training center helps a

    455

    00:31:31,720 --> 00:31:37,240

    lot. And then just having like other strong climbers around to like motivate you helps

    456

    00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:44,800

    a lot. Yeah. Yeah. Climbing with stronger climbers is always as you can do. Yeah, I

    457

    00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:51,800

    agree with that. And yeah, I guess another thing that helps, I know a lot of climbers

    458

    00:31:51,800 --> 00:31:57,060

    on the circuit need to take on other jobs to fund their climbing. Does Switzerland give

    459

    00:31:57,060 --> 00:32:01,880

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    468

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    Yeah, so we quite lucky that if we're selected for the comps, the hotel and the flights are

    469

    00:32:51,680 --> 00:33:04,360

    financed. We just have to pay for food once we're at the comp, which I mean, is fine for

    470

    00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:08,200

    me if my flight and hotel is fully paid for.

    471

    00:33:08,200 --> 00:33:14,760

    So you don't get like, general stipend at all? Because I think like some countries do, but

    472

    00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:15,760

    some countries don't.

    473

    00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:20,960

    No, yeah, no, for us it's just if you're selected for the comp, we pay the hotel and the flights

    474

    00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:30,800

    and like that's it. Yeah, no, unfortunately not. But yeah, now some comps depending also

    475

    00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:36,160

    on our team's budget, we might need to, I mean, this is only for like these next couple

    476

    00:33:36,160 --> 00:33:40,160

    of years, but we might need to pay ourselves because the budget has been reduced.

    477

    00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:43,160

    Oh, yeah, World Champs.

    478

    00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:45,160

    World Champs.

    479

    00:33:45,160 --> 00:33:48,160

    Oh, dang, really?

    480

    00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:56,160

    Yeah, there's something wrong with the calculations of the money spent and it kind of...

    481

    00:33:56,160 --> 00:34:05,160

    What? Wow. So they wanted to host World Champs, but then they came out of the athlete budget?

    482

    00:34:05,160 --> 00:34:10,880

    No, so they wanted to host World Champs, which went great and everything. It's just that

    483

    00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:18,080

    the budget they had was overspent. So now to pay back the money that was overspent,

    484

    00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:25,120

    they need to like reduce costs in different areas of the whole team. And like they've

    485

    00:34:25,120 --> 00:34:31,480

    tried to reduce as much as they could outside of just like athletes. But now the tiny little

    486

    00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:36,480

    amount left is just, okay, unfortunately, we can't send everyone to this comp. So you

    487

    00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:39,480

    guys have to finance yourself.

    488

    00:34:39,480 --> 00:34:44,480

    Dang. So that's for like the next couple of years?

    489

    00:34:44,480 --> 00:34:47,480

    Yeah. Next, I think it's over four years.

    490

    00:34:47,480 --> 00:34:56,360

    Oh my gosh. Wow. So do you know if that impacts you, like you won't get your flights and

    491

    00:34:56,360 --> 00:34:58,520

    accommodation paid for anymore?

    492

    00:34:58,520 --> 00:35:02,480

    So this whole season, everything was paid for except for Seoul. So for me going to Seoul,

    493

    00:35:02,480 --> 00:35:07,320

    I paid my flights and hotel, but I already knew that in advance. So I kind of already

    494

    00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:14,760

    anticipated, okay, so this is the amount that I'd need for Seoul and for me to go. So it

    495

    00:35:14,760 --> 00:35:18,280

    wasn't that much of a problem. I think I'm not exactly sure how it's going to be for

    496

    00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:23,280

    next year. We'll see.

    497

    00:35:23,280 --> 00:35:30,000

    Okay. So then, I mean, I know you have like your YouTube channel pretty big on that. Do

    498

    00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:36,280

    you need to take on like other jobs to fund your climbing or do you have like other methods?

    499

    00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:42,800

    Yeah. So YouTube, I'm trying to stay a bit more consistent in YouTube and trying to like

    500

    00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:48,800

    get some money off of that. But it's so up and down. Like if I take a little break, the

    501

    00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:55,920

    views just go down so bad. And so right now the income from YouTube is quite low. I was

    502

    00:35:55,920 --> 00:36:06,960

    also very lucky to get like national funding from like, if you get certain results in Switzerland,

    503

    00:36:06,960 --> 00:36:11,160

    you get this like Olympic card and then you get like national funding. You get like a

    504

    00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:18,440

    certain amount of money per year. So I got that for like five or six years. And last

    505

    00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:23,160

    year was my last year. So I was able to save quite a bit of money from that because I didn't

    506

    00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:31,440

    spend that much. So right now I'm just kind of on my savings from all of that money. Yeah.

    507

    00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:38,680

    And when I have a few like potential ideas, so like YouTube, but then also like maybe

    508

    00:36:38,680 --> 00:36:46,160

    doing some training plans that people could like subscribe to monthly and they'd like

    509

    00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:54,000

    have access to some training plans that I'd put in place. And otherwise, I guess there's

    510

    00:36:54,000 --> 00:37:00,760

    also all this side of like trying to find sponsors. But I think I'd prefer to just like

    511

    00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:10,160

    work on like training plans and count on myself than other people. No, yeah. It's stressful.

    512

    00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:18,040

    But yeah, I'm still like, yeah, looking for sponsors who could help financially, but also

    513

    00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:24,200

    like a brand that I like and enjoy so materially can also be beneficial. If you come out with

    514

    00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:30,560

    training plans, let me know. I'll share it. I'll add in the description. Oh, thank you.

    515

    00:37:30,560 --> 00:37:35,640

    I mean, have you ever considered like coaching or maybe that would be part of the training

    516

    00:37:35,640 --> 00:37:43,600

    plan? Yeah. So I used to work in a climbing gym when I was not moving around as much.

    517

    00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:47,440

    So when I was at university and I was like always in the same spot, I worked at a climbing

    518

    00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:54,720

    gym and gave like courses to kids and to adults. But the reason why like I kind of moved to

    519

    00:37:54,720 --> 00:38:01,320

    like creating training plans on an app is because there isn't that like I can do it

    520

    00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:06,920

    wherever I am in the world compared to if I want to work in a gym and do like one-on-one

    521

    00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:12,400

    coaching or like courses, I need to be in certain places on certain days. And so that

    522

    00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:19,880

    also is a bit like more restrictive. If like, yeah, next week I want to go to Fontainebleau

    523

    00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:27,680

    and climb outside or do a trip to the States and yeah. So is there like already a specific

    524

    00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:32,760

    one in mind or just something you can reveal yet? Okay.

    525

    00:38:32,760 --> 00:38:37,960

    Well, the thing is, no, well, technically everything is in place. Like I do have the

    526

    00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:47,320

    app is called Tribe and it's just that nothing is on it right now and I don't have and like

    527

    00:38:47,320 --> 00:38:51,840

    when it's done, I'll have like a link that people could like click on and then it brings

    528

    00:38:51,840 --> 00:38:58,920

    them to like my page. But for now, I'm still like in the process of writing down all the

    529

    00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:02,000

    training plans, filming everything and putting it online.

    530

    00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:03,000

    Gotcha.

    531

    00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:08,840

    But I don't know how long that will take. I'm a bit slow. So that's why I'm still like

    532

    00:39:08,840 --> 00:39:13,320

    potentially maybe in like a couple months.

    533

    00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:21,960

    Well, we'll see. I'm excited to see it come out. It is really like now that I'm like semi

    534

    00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:29,200

    in it, I do understand the whole like there's no money in climbing thing. Because like I

    535

    00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:38,820

    used to do some like fashion Instagram blogging and it was small. Like I had a very small

    536

    00:39:38,820 --> 00:39:46,640

    like following and like no one gave a shit. But even then, there was still way more money

    537

    00:39:46,640 --> 00:39:48,320

    in it than like climbing.

    538

    00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:56,760

    That's crazy. That. Yeah, it's I mean, that's really cool that it worked for you. And then

    539

    00:39:56,760 --> 00:40:00,720

    unfortunately you came into a non money sport.

    540

    00:40:00,720 --> 00:40:06,360

    Yeah, unfortunately, I started doing this and then I feel like people care about it.

    541

    00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:11,280

    Yeah, I like it more and more people care about it. But there's just like no there's

    542

    00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:15,080

    no opportunities, no brands.

    543

    00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:22,480

    Yeah and it's like I've always been told to try to like go with brands who aren't in climbing.

    544

    00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:30,200

    But then those brands aren't necessarily interested in climbing either. So it's like I can only

    545

    00:40:30,200 --> 00:40:34,520

    really go to climbing brands and then yeah, everyone all climbers are in these climbing

    546

    00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:35,520

    brands.

    547

    00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:36,520

    Same people, same brands.

    548

    00:40:36,520 --> 00:40:40,080

    Same people. Yeah, so it's like

    549

    00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:44,800

    Back in fashion, it was just like they'll just give you money to or they'll like give

    550

    00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:49,940

    you free stuff. And it's so easy. There's so many.

    551

    00:40:49,940 --> 00:40:57,800

    I think also that there's been a long mentality in climbing where you don't need much. So

    552

    00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:03,000

    like all you need are like climbing shoes and a tool bag and then you can maybe get

    553

    00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:08,360

    your car and just drive and like live in your car and all of that. So I think a lot of athletes

    554

    00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:14,880

    back in the days also lived off free stuff. Just receiving like free shoes and now with

    555

    00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:22,720

    like social media coming up and athletes kind of knowing their worth. Like if a brand comes

    556

    00:41:22,720 --> 00:41:26,960

    to you and like, oh, we'll give you free stuff if you post this, you're like, no, pay me.

    557

    00:41:26,960 --> 00:41:32,200

    And then they're like, oh, we don't have budget. I'm like, well, okay.

    558

    00:41:32,200 --> 00:41:35,400

    You're just expected to live off the nature, I guess.

    559

    00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:41,040

    Yeah, which yeah, unfortunately climbing shoes won't pay my rent.

    560

    00:41:41,040 --> 00:41:49,400

    That's the issue. But I mean, I guess so like YouTube should help a little bit, but it is

    561

    00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:54,760

    a lot of work to put out YouTube videos. So how do you balance YouTube and your competition

    562

    00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:56,600

    schedule?

    563

    00:41:56,600 --> 00:42:05,720

    So how I usually do it is like, so now during like the off season, I organize with my friend

    564

    00:42:05,720 --> 00:42:12,480

    of mine who he's a videographer. We like get certain days and then on those days we like

    565

    00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:17,640

    do a whole day of filming. We try to like film four videos with different concepts.

    566

    00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:24,320

    You know, it's crazy. And then we do that like a couple of times and then by like, I

    567

    00:42:24,320 --> 00:42:34,280

    mean, if I do three videos a day of filming, and I do that over two months, like maybe

    568

    00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:46,000

    two times a month, I have like 16 to 18 videos in like, yeah, five days. So that already

    569

    00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:53,360

    is like almost four months worth, five months worth of videos in the future. So I have a

    570

    00:42:53,360 --> 00:42:57,720

    lot of backlog. So like times where I don't have time to film. So like now during the

    571

    00:42:57,720 --> 00:43:02,040

    comp season where I don't have time to like drive all the way to meet my videographer,

    572

    00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:08,920

    find a day to like film all of this. I have like 10 videos in stock to edit before drying

    573

    00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:09,920

    out.

    574

    00:43:09,920 --> 00:43:15,280

    Okay, that makes sense. That's a good idea. Do you like change outfits in between to make

    575

    00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:20,160

    it look like it's not the same?

    576

    00:43:20,160 --> 00:43:24,640

    I think at the beginning, I changed a lot. And now I've just gone to a point where it's

    577

    00:43:24,640 --> 00:43:30,320

    like, I wear the same clothes all the time anyway. So it doesn't matter.

    578

    00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:36,120

    Good to know. You mentioned that in one of the sort of recent videos you had posted,

    579

    00:43:36,120 --> 00:43:41,520

    you got some comments about wearing a weight vest while climbing. Yeah, you said you got

    580

    00:43:41,520 --> 00:43:43,360

    like some weird comments about it.

    581

    00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:52,000

    Yeah, so recently I did a video on climbing with a weight vest. And like the whole purpose

    582

    00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:58,040

    for me on this video was just to like kind of show how my climbing changes. Because also

    583

    00:43:58,040 --> 00:44:06,480

    climbing with a weight vest is a way of training that I used to use back in the day. And so

    584

    00:44:06,480 --> 00:44:10,960

    it was just to like experiment on how I felt with the weight vest again and how it affects

    585

    00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:17,640

    my climbing. And the conclusion was, well, yeah, with putting an extra five kilos on

    586

    00:44:17,640 --> 00:44:24,800

    from one second to another, I wasn't as explosive. I also wasn't as like confident in my climbing

    587

    00:44:24,800 --> 00:44:29,440

    because I mean, I wasn't sure if I could do this move with this weight vest. I was also

    588

    00:44:29,440 --> 00:44:35,640

    a bit more hesitant. And then I got a few comments about like, where we jumped to the

    589

    00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:40,880

    conclusion where, oh, so to be a better climber, I need to lose weight. And it's like, no,

    590

    00:44:40,880 --> 00:44:46,440

    that was not the whole, that was not the point of my video. I would be, that would be the

    591

    00:44:46,440 --> 00:44:54,840

    last thing I would ever try to pass on. Even more so in this video, I did all the same

    592

    00:44:54,840 --> 00:45:01,320

    boulders that I did without a weight vest, except for one. So it's kind of proves that

    593

    00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:06,960

    like I can climb just as strong. It's just that you just need to climb with it more regularly

    594

    00:45:06,960 --> 00:45:10,880

    and then you're probably feel more confident. But yeah, I got a few comments where it's

    595

    00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:16,960

    like, okay, so being lighter is better and you could climb stronger. I'm like, no, to

    596

    00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:23,440

    climb strong, you need to train, you need to eat, you need to build muscle and have

    597

    00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:31,000

    energy to be able to train. I don't know how many hours a week. And I think like that's

    598

    00:45:31,000 --> 00:45:36,360

    the bad mental side that we have in climbing where it's like, oh, if I want to be a better

    599

    00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:40,720

    climber, then I need to be able to pull less weight. If I have less weight, I can pull

    600

    00:45:40,720 --> 00:45:49,400

    more. But it's not like that at all. And I was just, yeah, I want to bring everyone out

    601

    00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:51,160

    of that mental state.

    602

    00:45:51,160 --> 00:45:56,080

    Yeah, that was like a weird conclusion. Cause I mean, like a bunch of people have made those

    603

    00:45:56,080 --> 00:46:00,040

    kinds of videos where they try to like climb with a weight vest on.

    604

    00:46:00,040 --> 00:46:08,200

    Yeah. And it's, I don't know, I talked about like weight and climbing on Instagram one

    605

    00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:17,160

    time and really try to like share my experience, but like I didn't even think a weight, like

    606

    00:46:17,160 --> 00:46:21,680

    that conclusion could come from putting on a weight vest. So maybe, and then I was like

    607

    00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:27,360

    doubting like, oh shit, did I, was this like a bad idea? Was this a bad video? And at the

    608

    00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:32,240

    same time, like, but no, because this is a training method and I'm showing people that

    609

    00:46:32,240 --> 00:46:34,920

    even with extra weight, I can climb hard.

    610

    00:46:34,920 --> 00:46:40,760

    Yeah. Maybe it's just like all the talk about it lately in competition scenes and like most

    611

    00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:45,560

    people who watch your channel also watch competitions. Whereas with like other channels, it's just

    612

    00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:51,040

    like people who like climbing. So they're kind of like primed to think about it in that

    613

    00:46:51,040 --> 00:46:57,320

    way. Or maybe like, I kind of wonder if it's, cause like most of the other people who have

    614

    00:46:57,320 --> 00:47:05,320

    made those videos are like male YouTubers and climbers. And they don't really, I don't

    615

    00:47:05,320 --> 00:47:10,680

    know, people tend to not really care as much about men's bodies, I guess.

    616

    00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:19,320

    Yeah. That's also one thing I thought of. It was like, is it because like I'm a woman

    617

    00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:23,960

    and is it because like you can also like women are judged a bit more about their body types,

    618

    00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:30,600

    their weights. And so like, I don't know if it was women commenting, but it could also

    619

    00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:38,040

    be like, if it was a woman who commented, maybe also like feeling bad because they're

    620

    00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:42,720

    maybe not necessarily like feeling good in their climbing or in their skills and on like

    621

    00:47:42,720 --> 00:47:49,960

    their body image. And so it's like, I, that's why like my response was like very, like I

    622

    00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:56,600

    was trying to be encouraging and be like, no, the climbing you have to eat, like to

    623

    00:47:56,600 --> 00:48:02,560

    get stronger, to build muscles, recuperate. But it's always an interesting, it's always

    624

    00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:07,280

    interesting to compare like comments on men's videos and women's videos.

    625

    00:48:07,280 --> 00:48:12,520

    Yeah. I mean, even within like the whole red-ass discussion, I think a lot of times it's about

    626

    00:48:12,520 --> 00:48:17,080

    people don't really think about it on the men's side as much, even though it does happen.

    627

    00:48:17,080 --> 00:48:23,680

    Yeah. I guess, do you feel like, so I don't know much about this because I never exercised

    628

    00:48:23,680 --> 00:48:29,760

    when I was a kid, but when it comes to like your body changing from puberty, do you feel

    629

    00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:39,080

    like you felt a difference in terms of how you climbed? Like you had to relearn anything?

    630

    00:48:39,080 --> 00:48:44,960

    I wouldn't say I felt a difference in how I climbed. It was more like when I was younger,

    631

    00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:50,160

    I mean, I still can, but when I was younger, I could eat so much food and not put on like

    632

    00:48:50,160 --> 00:48:57,720

    a gram. And it was kind of when I hit that puberty phase where I was continuing to like

    633

    00:48:57,720 --> 00:49:02,520

    eat the same things and I wasn't the healthiest of kids either. Like I ate chips, sweets,

    634

    00:49:02,520 --> 00:49:09,160

    like chop everything. I mean, I still do, but during that puberty phase, like I was

    635

    00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:14,440

    very skinny as a kid because I did a lot of sports. I did so many things. And then once

    636

    00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:17,680

    I hit that puberty phase, I was still doing the same amount of sports, still eating the

    637

    00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:26,960

    same amount, but because you're going through that phase, I was gaining weight. And for

    638

    00:49:26,960 --> 00:49:34,200

    me, since like around me, I heard a lot of, be careful, you don't want to put on too much

    639

    00:49:34,200 --> 00:49:39,120

    weight. It's going to affect your climbing. That's when I was like, oh my gosh, I'm putting

    640

    00:49:39,120 --> 00:49:45,640

    on weight. Like what's wrong? Like this is terrible, da da da. And so that's when the

    641

    00:49:45,640 --> 00:49:52,360

    overthinking on food kind of hit in. But the thing is, is that during puberty, yeah, you're

    642

    00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:56,520

    growing, your body's changing. It's normal that your weight fluctuates. And it's something

    643

    00:49:56,520 --> 00:50:01,760

    that I feel like isn't talked about enough, especially for like younger athletes coming

    644

    00:50:01,760 --> 00:50:11,600

    up. Like they may think, oh, I need to stay the same weight that I was at 12, which unfortunately

    645

    00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:18,240

    is impossible. And that's something that I didn't hear when I was like going through

    646

    00:50:18,240 --> 00:50:23,600

    that phase. And so all I heard was like, got to be careful. You're going to get fat or

    647

    00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:27,280

    you're going to put on weight. You're going to like for climbing, you want to be light.

    648

    00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:32,360

    And so for me, it was like, oh my gosh, yes, I need to stop eating.

    649

    00:50:32,360 --> 00:50:39,240

    Yeah. I just, I have no idea what going through that would kind of feel like. I guess I just

    650

    00:50:39,240 --> 00:50:44,880

    know from like seeing humans that there's a very big difference between what like a

    651

    00:50:44,880 --> 00:50:51,280

    child's body looks like and what an adult's body looks like. And I guess in sports, people

    652

    00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:57,640

    kind of want to keep what they're used to just because they've been with that body for

    653

    00:50:57,640 --> 00:50:58,960

    so long.

    654

    00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:06,720

    It's hard. Yeah. It's so hard to like really understand where it comes from. But I think,

    655

    00:51:06,720 --> 00:51:15,040

    yeah, mostly for me was like, I think, yeah, when I was 14, 15, I was maybe like 42, 46

    656

    00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:24,560

    kilos. And so in a short span of time, like I had gained much more weight and like, I

    657

    00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:28,120

    didn't even necessarily feel the difference when I was climbing. That's the worst part.

    658

    00:51:28,120 --> 00:51:33,640

    It's just that you see the scales. Like you see that change and you're like, it's like,

    659

    00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:38,880

    yeah, climbing is a weight sport. This is going to affect my climbing. And so I'm going

    660

    00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:43,920

    to be worse if I put on more weight, but not at all. Like I was gaining muscle. I was gaining

    661

    00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:51,160

    strength. So it's like, I'm actually feeling stronger than I ever have, even though I've

    662

    00:51:51,160 --> 00:51:52,640

    put on six kilos.

    663

    00:51:52,640 --> 00:51:55,440

    I guess how did you snap out of that mentality?

    664

    00:51:55,440 --> 00:52:03,960

    I had a lot of help from like friends, family, but also like psychologist, nutritionist doctor.

    665

    00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:12,720

    When I was younger, my doctor was like, look, you're very on the limit to red S. I want

    666

    00:52:12,720 --> 00:52:18,640

    you to get into contact with this nutritionist. She's a good friend of mine. She's great.

    667

    00:52:18,640 --> 00:52:24,920

    Which I did, but it happened in two phases. The first phase I went to go talk to her and

    668

    00:52:24,920 --> 00:52:32,120

    she was like, yeah, so of course for energy, for you to, you need food, you can eat bread,

    669

    00:52:32,120 --> 00:52:35,960

    you can carbs is what's going to give you energy. And in my head, I was just like, I

    670

    00:52:35,960 --> 00:52:39,160

    was listening to her, but I was like, I'm never going to eat bread ever again.

    671

    00:52:39,160 --> 00:52:44,920

    Oh my gosh. Nope. No pasta. Okay. You're telling me this, but I'm going to eat as little as

    672

    00:52:44,920 --> 00:52:51,280

    possible. So I wasn't like ready to accept her help, but it was as like years went by

    673

    00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:56,720

    where I kind of like noticed from like, this is not good. I don't have a good relationship

    674

    00:52:56,720 --> 00:53:03,360

    with food. Like I reduce my meals as much as possible to then be starving in the middle

    675

    00:53:03,360 --> 00:53:09,400

    of the night to then go eat. And it's like, that is not how it's supposed to be. So I

    676

    00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:14,800

    think it's also a lot like myself who kind of realized like my frontal lobe maybe developed

    677

    00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:21,760

    a bit more. I was like, this is not normal. And that's when I also recontacted her again

    678

    00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:27,400

    and she's like, okay, look, we're going to work on this. I had to download like an app

    679

    00:53:27,400 --> 00:53:31,600

    and like I'd sent her my meals. And since I was motivated and really wanted to like

    680

    00:53:31,600 --> 00:53:39,240

    work on it and find a good relationship with food, I was like, okay, yeah, this is what

    681

    00:53:39,240 --> 00:53:40,600

    I need to do to get better.

    682

    00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:46,000

    Well, did you like tell your nutritionist that you hadn't actually been doing what she

    683

    00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:47,000

    said?

    684

    00:53:47,000 --> 00:53:51,160

    Yeah, it was, it was a couple years later. Like I think I was wondering two years later

    685

    00:53:51,160 --> 00:53:55,660

    after the first time I saw her, I was like, oh, to be honest, what you were telling me

    686

    00:53:55,660 --> 00:54:04,400

    back in the day, I just was not accepting it. But now I'm ready to like listen and hear

    687

    00:54:04,400 --> 00:54:11,240

    what you have to say and really work on it. And she was like, well, the fact that you

    688

    00:54:11,240 --> 00:54:17,160

    said that shows that you've grown as a person and also as an athlete. So thank you for sharing.

    689

    00:54:17,160 --> 00:54:23,520

    I was like, you're welcome. Yeah. But my psychologist also helped. She was like, you need to share

    690

    00:54:23,520 --> 00:54:30,700

    like what you're thinking and you can never really overshare when it comes to these kinds

    691

    00:54:30,700 --> 00:54:31,700

    of things.

    692

    00:54:31,700 --> 00:54:34,400

    Never hide stuff from your doctors or nutritionists.

    693

    00:54:34,400 --> 00:54:37,320

    No, no, never. You should always be honest.

    694

    00:54:37,320 --> 00:54:41,320

    Well, I'm glad you had that support system. I think that always helps a lot.

    695

    00:54:41,320 --> 00:54:42,320

    Yeah, for sure.

    696

    00:54:42,320 --> 00:54:52,200

    I do have a question about, I guess, like weight and climbing. I don't want it to, I

    697

    00:54:52,200 --> 00:54:58,200

    don't know if it's like a bad question, so it might get cut out. But do people do like

    698

    00:54:58,200 --> 00:55:05,600

    bulking and cutting sessions and like with the competition season, like they do in other

    699

    00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:06,600

    sports?

    700

    00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:15,440

    Yeah. So I think there is like a phase before comps where people are like, or athletes can

    701

    00:55:15,440 --> 00:55:24,120

    be like, okay, well, I'm going to try to like get as lean as possible. Which I won't lie

    702

    00:55:24,120 --> 00:55:33,600

    is something that I do, but I don't reduce my meals. I reduce the chips and the chocolate

    703

    00:55:33,600 --> 00:55:43,400

    that I'm eating. So it's more like I try to like during the winter phase, it's more like,

    704

    00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:52,200

    oh, well, season's over. I'm just going to enjoy like eating the foods that I enjoy most,

    705

    00:55:52,200 --> 00:55:59,000

    which is like chocolate, chips, sweets. And I have that a bit more during the winter phase.

    706

    00:55:59,000 --> 00:56:07,240

    And then once it's comps, I kind of like, I don't really know why, because I guess it

    707

    00:56:07,240 --> 00:56:12,800

    doesn't necessarily affect my climbing. But I think also just like thinking that I'm eating

    708

    00:56:12,800 --> 00:56:21,080

    cleaner also like helps. So I'm like, okay, well, I'm just going to, I don't cut everything

    709

    00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:29,640

    out. Like I'm just, I like, I just eat really big amount of chips. So like I had a discussion

    710

    00:56:29,640 --> 00:56:33,960

    with my boyfriend where he was like, it's not by reducing the amount of chips you eat

    711

    00:56:33,960 --> 00:56:38,640

    that you're going to lose weight. I'm like, if I have a pack of chips a day, which is

    712

    00:56:38,640 --> 00:56:46,480

    like 500 calories, of course it is. Like, replace that with something healthier. Exactly.

    713

    00:56:46,480 --> 00:56:52,160

    Replace that with pasta or like it's like, of course you're going to see an influence

    714

    00:56:52,160 --> 00:56:56,560

    on like body weight. And so that's just kind of the shift that I do. Like I just, instead

    715

    00:56:56,560 --> 00:57:02,400

    of having a bag of chips a day, I have maybe one a week. Like that bag of chips last me

    716

    00:57:02,400 --> 00:57:08,040

    the whole week. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. I mean, I guess I was wondering, because I know like

    717

    00:57:08,040 --> 00:57:14,960

    a lot of other sports, people do like a huge bulk where they're like trying to put on as

    718

    00:57:14,960 --> 00:57:21,640

    much muscle as they can, like fat, whatever, it doesn't matter. And then once like the

    719

    00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:27,280

    competition is about to happen, that's when they like cut all of it. And then they sometimes

    720

    00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:34,040

    get into kind of a dangerous zone where they really shouldn't be there, but they're only

    721

    00:57:34,040 --> 00:57:38,560

    going to do that for a little and then it'll like all come back on. So maybe it's fine.

    722

    00:57:38,560 --> 00:57:45,760

    I don't know the nutrition side there. Yeah. I don't totally think that's the best. Okay.

    723

    00:57:45,760 --> 00:57:55,460

    Like, because like I definitely agree to put on muscle, you need to eat more protein. But

    724

    00:57:55,460 --> 00:58:00,880

    I think the idea of like telling yourself to eat as much as possible, to like gain as

    725

    00:58:00,880 --> 00:58:05,840

    much muscle as possible, to then reduce my calories afterwards. I think that's where

    726

    00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:12,560

    like, yeah, the kind of like disordered eating can sometimes come in. Whereas if you just

    727

    00:58:12,560 --> 00:58:18,080

    eat the same amount of calories the whole time, you just like maybe switch things up

    728

    00:58:18,080 --> 00:58:24,800

    where you like eat more protein throughout the day for like muscle building. And then

    729

    00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:29,560

    maybe during the comp phase, just like then reduce protein and have more carbs. That I

    730

    00:58:29,560 --> 00:58:35,120

    find that much more efficient. And then you just have like a normal balance throughout

    731

    00:58:35,120 --> 00:58:40,600

    your whole life of like food intake. Although if it's always like, eat more, now reduce,

    732

    00:58:40,600 --> 00:58:48,560

    eat more, now reduce. It's like you're never really like intuitively eating. It's always

    733

    00:58:48,560 --> 00:58:53,000

    like, you're always counting. You're always watching what you're eating. You're always

    734

    00:58:53,000 --> 00:58:58,800

    like, I need to eat a thousand more calories today, whether it's eating more or less. It's

    735

    00:58:58,800 --> 00:59:03,960

    like, ah, I need to eat a thousand more or I need to eat 300 less. It's like you're always

    736

    00:59:03,960 --> 00:59:11,720

    constantly thinking of food. And so it's like already that I find unhealthy. Although if

    737

    00:59:11,720 --> 00:59:17,640

    you just always have like the same amount of food intake, you just change the proportions

    738

    00:59:17,640 --> 00:59:23,080

    of like protein, carbs. I find that so much more healthier.

    739

    00:59:23,080 --> 00:59:29,040

    Yeah, it's a lot easier mentally for sure. Yeah, because then you're just like, okay,

    740

    00:59:29,040 --> 00:59:35,400

    well I'm hungry. I'm going to make myself a meal. This is my meal. I have, I don't know,

    741

    00:59:35,400 --> 00:59:41,200

    my protein in it. And then when I'm done, I'm full. Although if you're calorie counting,

    742

    00:59:41,200 --> 00:59:46,540

    you're like, okay, let me weigh my pasta that I'm about to make. Let me count the sauce

    743

    00:59:46,540 --> 00:59:52,160

    that I'm putting in. There's just so much to think about.

    744

    00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:58,000

    Yeah. Maybe something I need to ask like a bodybuilder about.

    745

    00:59:58,000 --> 01:00:07,320

    My cousin's boyfriend is in, I think, bodybuilding. And I should actually also ask him how it

    746

    01:00:07,320 --> 01:00:13,120

    is mentally because I see he's always like posting like video because they also like

    747

    01:00:13,120 --> 01:00:19,720

    take pictures of themselves for like progress. Yeah. And it's very like image, body image

    748

    01:00:19,720 --> 01:00:27,520

    dependent. So I always wondered like, how does it actually affect them? Because I feel

    749

    01:00:27,520 --> 01:00:32,760

    like that is the perfect way to get into disordered eating and not feel confident at all in your

    750

    01:00:32,760 --> 01:00:37,760

    body. Yeah. Well, I mean, that's kind of like their whole lifestyle. Like that is their

    751

    01:00:37,760 --> 01:00:44,760

    livelihood, like cooking and cutting. So I'm like, it seems it's definitely not for me,

    752

    01:00:44,760 --> 01:00:50,360

    but is it fine? Like, I don't know. There must be so much research into it. Maybe it

    753

    01:00:50,360 --> 01:00:54,360

    is fine. So yeah, I'm not sure.

    754

    01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:59,160

    It should be yet really interesting to get into. I'll get into that too.

    755

    01:00:59,160 --> 01:01:05,000

    Okay. Yeah, let me know. Yeah. And yeah, I just wanted to know if any climbers did it.

    756

    01:01:05,000 --> 01:01:08,760

    Like do you know if anyone does it like that?

    757

    01:01:08,760 --> 01:01:17,080

    I don't personally know. I just feel like it's a general, like there was like, I even

    758

    01:01:17,080 --> 01:01:24,720

    recently had a discussion with my coach where he was like, also just to like go back onto

    759

    01:01:24,720 --> 01:01:30,480

    training and all of that. I don't want you to feel like when it comes to comp season

    760

    01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:37,080

    that you need to cut because I know it's like a general understanding that this is comp

    761

    01:01:37,080 --> 01:01:43,480

    climbers do and not necessarily just climbers, but athletes in general, the athletes before

    762

    01:01:43,480 --> 01:01:53,560

    their big event, they like cut as much as they can. He was like, I don't want you to

    763

    01:01:53,560 --> 01:01:59,080

    think that that's what you need to do. But yeah, I don't personally know anyone, but

    764

    01:01:59,080 --> 01:02:05,880

    I think because it just happens so often in so many sports, like for sure in climbing,

    765

    01:02:05,880 --> 01:02:10,440

    it happens. I mean, you can even tell sometimes like you see a climber winter and then you

    766

    01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:17,920

    see them before comp season. It's like they've been cutting. But it could also like, you

    767

    01:02:17,920 --> 01:02:23,840

    can do it in a healthy way. That's the thing. Yeah. Yeah. Like this is why I find it's such

    768

    01:02:23,840 --> 01:02:29,240

    a sensitive subject because there's that bad mentality in climbing where it's like, I need

    769

    01:02:29,240 --> 01:02:34,160

    to be lighter to be stronger. But if you're doing it in a healthy way and in a way where

    770

    01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:41,800

    it's like, I'm not going to reduce or like maybe reduced by like 100, 200 calories, but

    771

    01:02:41,800 --> 01:02:47,320

    like I'm not going to do this crazy cut or whatever. I'm just going to eat a bit more

    772

    01:02:47,320 --> 01:02:54,240

    healthier and just be careful on certain things that I'm eating. Then it can be just, yeah,

    773

    01:02:54,240 --> 01:03:04,080

    then it's just like more natural law. Yeah. Obvious kind of, and be like, I need to reduce

    774

    01:03:04,080 --> 01:03:08,640

    500 calories and this is what my meal is going to be. And this is the amount of grams that

    775

    01:03:08,640 --> 01:03:14,240

    I need to have. I feel like once you start doing that, it's unhealthy. Yeah. That's a

    776

    01:03:14,240 --> 01:03:20,200

    bit dangerous. I guess we'll just say, we'll just wrap it up with maybe there needs to

    777

    01:03:20,200 --> 01:03:27,120

    be more research in terms of bulking cutting and work with a nutritionist. Yeah. I definitely

    778

    01:03:27,120 --> 01:03:34,600

    think a nutritionist will help you for sure. If you're doubting on your food intake. And

    779

    01:03:34,600 --> 01:03:39,800

    I think, I think the general thing is just like, if you're in a healthy mindset, then

    780

    01:03:39,800 --> 01:03:45,000

    I guess it's fine. But once it becomes to be obsessive, then you need to take a step

    781

    01:03:45,000 --> 01:03:49,680

    back and be like, something is wrong. All right. Well, we'll wrap that up there. Unless

    782

    01:03:49,680 --> 01:03:55,360

    you had anything else that you wanted to touch on with that. No, I think it's all good. Okay.

    783

    01:03:55,360 --> 01:04:02,920

    So, yeah, let's go into a bit more of, I guess, your personal life. You're pretty open about

    784

    01:04:02,920 --> 01:04:10,400

    being in a relationship with another pro comp climber on the circuit. Yes. And so that's

    785

    01:04:10,400 --> 01:04:14,620

    great because I feel like there must be a lot more relationships behind the scenes that

    786

    01:04:14,620 --> 01:04:21,280

    we don't hear about. I mean, does it happen a lot? You guys spend a lot of time together.

    787

    01:04:21,280 --> 01:04:28,160

    So I mean, just naturally, I never, I never knew about Tomoa and Akio until they like

    788

    01:04:28,160 --> 01:04:35,240

    got married on Instagram. I was like, I didn't know they were, I think. Oh, like you would

    789

    01:04:35,240 --> 01:04:40,520

    see them on the circuit and still not know. Yeah. And still not know. Okay. But I think

    790

    01:04:40,520 --> 01:04:43,840

    they're just very discreet people in general, like the Japanese in general. But yeah, there's

    791

    01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:48,320

    sometimes also then like you see a new relationship come out when you're like, oh, and you'd

    792

    01:04:48,320 --> 01:04:54,040

    see that like before Instagram, you'd see it on the comp scene and be like, oh, okay,

    793

    01:04:54,040 --> 01:05:01,600

    cool. Any like, well, no, I'm not going to ask for like names or anything. But does it,

    794

    01:05:01,600 --> 01:05:09,400

    do you feel like it gets messy? I feel like the climbing community is really small. So

    795

    01:05:09,400 --> 01:05:15,840

    there's a lot of gossip and everyone kind of knows everyone, especially on the comp

    796

    01:05:15,840 --> 01:05:30,360

    scene where like you see everyone on the, yeah, comps. I don't personally know much

    797

    01:05:30,360 --> 01:05:38,240

    of like the gossip gossip behind the scenes of what really goes on. But I think there's,

    798

    01:05:38,240 --> 01:05:48,640

    yeah, there's quite a lot of things going on. Okay. Did, I mean, did you ever, did you

    799

    01:05:48,640 --> 01:05:56,000

    like consider that before going into your relationship where it's like, maybe I, maybe

    800

    01:05:56,000 --> 01:06:00,320

    this isn't a good idea. Like if something bad happened, we would see each other all

    801

    01:06:00,320 --> 01:06:11,080

    the time everywhere. No, that's not, I never really thought of it that way. For me it was

    802

    01:06:11,080 --> 01:06:19,240

    more like, okay, someone at comps, I'm going to be able to see them at every comp too.

    803

    01:06:19,240 --> 01:06:25,240

    Also like training wise, we like love the same thing. And so we could go on climbing

    804

    01:06:25,240 --> 01:06:30,320

    trips. We can, that was kind of more like my mental side. I was like, oh my God, this

    805

    01:06:30,320 --> 01:06:36,240

    is great actually. Nice. Yeah. There's so many things that we can do that we both enjoy

    806

    01:06:36,240 --> 01:06:41,720

    instead of like, if someone who doesn't climb be like, well, what do you want to do? Do

    807

    01:06:41,720 --> 01:06:49,000

    you not want to go on a climbing trip next summer for three weeks? So no, I was a lot

    808

    01:06:49,000 --> 01:06:53,760

    more like on the positive side than like, oh, if it ends, I'm going to have to see this

    809

    01:06:53,760 --> 01:07:00,960

    person for my rest of the career. Okay. That's good to know. Is it like difficult that you

    810

    01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:05,040

    guys live in different countries? I guess now you're kind of splitting your time. So

    811

    01:07:05,040 --> 01:07:11,360

    maybe that was part of the reason. Yeah. No. So now it's really easy because I see him

    812

    01:07:11,360 --> 01:07:19,800

    almost every day. Yeah. Cause I'm like half living here in Innsbruck and then also half

    813

    01:07:19,800 --> 01:07:25,360

    like back at home with my parents. So it's not right now. It's really easy, but once

    814

    01:07:25,360 --> 01:07:31,280

    it's kind of like getting into the like more serious side, it was like, okay, well we won't

    815

    01:07:31,280 --> 01:07:37,160

    see each other for two weeks and then I'll see you. Yeah. Well we have time, which was

    816

    01:07:37,160 --> 01:07:43,600

    a bit harder. It's like, oh, I don't like long distance. Yeah. But we sorted that out

    817

    01:07:43,600 --> 01:07:48,480

    quite fast. So that's okay. Yeah. Was that like kind of like the most challenging thing

    818

    01:07:48,480 --> 01:07:57,280

    about dating another like comp climber or were there like other challenges there? I

    819

    01:07:57,280 --> 01:08:06,520

    think for me it was like more the long distance, like how will it work potentially? But since

    820

    01:08:06,520 --> 01:08:12,720

    I finished uni and decided to just like focus a hundred percent on climbing, well I had

    821

    01:08:12,720 --> 01:08:17,200

    the time to move around and since he like also focuses a hundred percent on climbing,

    822

    01:08:17,200 --> 01:08:23,800

    like we had a lot of flexibility to move around that. I think for me the big question was

    823

    01:08:23,800 --> 01:08:28,800

    like, is it okay if then I'm not in Switzerland as much, if I'm not training with the team

    824

    01:08:28,800 --> 01:08:34,520

    as much, if I don't see my coach as much. But that I had like a huge discussion with

    825

    01:08:34,520 --> 01:08:40,760

    my coach. I had a huge discussion with like the also Austrian team coaches to see if I

    826

    01:08:40,760 --> 01:08:48,240

    could like train with them and everyone was so understanding and helpful and we like figured

    827

    01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:56,400

    it all out and now I'm fine. Yeah. So do you spend a lot of time training with him? Yeah.

    828

    01:08:56,400 --> 01:09:02,960

    That's yeah. I train with my coach or with my boyfriend? Oh, with your boyfriend. Yeah.

    829

    01:09:02,960 --> 01:09:10,360

    Yeah. Almost every session is like he's there. Sometimes he's like, of course, like training

    830

    01:09:10,360 --> 01:09:15,640

    with the guys on the team because I guess that's one thing for me, training with him

    831

    01:09:15,640 --> 01:09:20,440

    can only bring me positive things because he's just so much stronger than me. I guess

    832

    01:09:20,440 --> 01:09:29,820

    him training with me is a bit probably not as beneficial as it is for me because he's

    833

    01:09:29,820 --> 01:09:37,880

    not necessarily, like if it's just us climbing, he sometimes finds it hard to get himself

    834

    01:09:37,880 --> 01:09:44,160

    a bit more motivated to like try hard and just like power it out because I'm not as

    835

    01:09:44,160 --> 01:09:49,920

    strong. Because he just, he just doesn't have that person to like also like push him and

    836

    01:09:49,920 --> 01:09:55,120

    be like, oh, this border is possible. Okay, let's do it together. But for me, because

    837

    01:09:55,120 --> 01:09:59,360

    he's stronger and he's like, you could do this. It's just that I'm like, yeah, of course

    838

    01:09:59,360 --> 01:10:04,960

    I can. Yeah. Yeah, I agree with that. Yeah. It's always nice to climb with someone stronger.

    839

    01:10:04,960 --> 01:10:12,680

    I also find it really hard to get motivation if I'm the only stronger climber. Because

    840

    01:10:12,680 --> 01:10:17,480

    then, yeah, if you like come across a boulder that you can't do, you're like, well, maybe

    841

    01:10:17,480 --> 01:10:24,360

    it's just not possible. Yeah, exactly. And so it's, it's a big like, not necessarily

    842

    01:10:24,360 --> 01:10:30,320

    battle in your head, but it's like, okay, you can, you can just try hard, like give

    843

    01:10:30,320 --> 01:10:35,880

    it all like, maybe, but if someone else is with you where they maybe do a move and you're

    844

    01:10:35,880 --> 01:10:39,760

    like, oh, great, it is possible. And then maybe you do the other move and it's like,

    845

    01:10:39,760 --> 01:10:43,480

    okay, we can definitely work on this. We can definitely get it together. So I have that

    846

    01:10:43,480 --> 01:10:49,720

    24 seven. He doesn't. Well, that is great. I'm glad that it's, I'm glad that it's working

    847

    01:10:49,720 --> 01:10:57,100

    out for you. Thank you. Okay, so outside of climbing then, do you have time for like anything

    848

    01:10:57,100 --> 01:11:04,200

    else that you like to do? Did you ever pick up an instrument as a kid when your parents

    849

    01:11:04,200 --> 01:11:11,040

    were having you guys choose something? Yeah, I did the electric guitar for a couple of

    850

    01:11:11,040 --> 01:11:20,560

    years. But put that aside, once I really got more into climbing. I think just like, right

    851

    01:11:20,560 --> 01:11:27,240

    now it's whenever I have like after training, it'd be just more like, yeah, reading. When

    852

    01:11:27,240 --> 01:11:34,800

    I went to reading, like I also enjoy running, doing like other activities. Like if I had

    853

    01:11:34,800 --> 01:11:43,040

    the money, I do escape games every day, pilates, escape games, like escape rooms. Yeah, escape

    854

    01:11:43,040 --> 01:11:50,240

    rooms. Yeah. Oh, that's so interesting. They're so good. I just, yeah, I enjoy just love that.

    855

    01:11:50,240 --> 01:11:53,680

    I enjoy like everything. Yeah, YouTube takes up so much time. Like, so then I've gotten

    856

    01:11:53,680 --> 01:12:01,240

    a lot more into like videography and photography. Like I really enjoy like taking pictures.

    857

    01:12:01,240 --> 01:12:05,080

    Like if we ever go on a trip, I always have like my camera and then I'm like editing a

    858

    01:12:05,080 --> 01:12:11,680

    bit. So there's yeah, a lot of small things, but if I had more money, I definitely do much

    859

    01:12:11,680 --> 01:12:16,880

    more. Interesting. I feel like escape rooms is kind of different. I don't really hear

    860

    01:12:16,880 --> 01:12:22,760

    people gush about escape rooms too much anymore these days. Yeah. There was a Harry Potter

    861

    01:12:22,760 --> 01:12:28,320

    one that I did recently, which also just got me back into it. I was like, wow, Harry Potter.

    862

    01:12:28,320 --> 01:12:35,560

    And this was great. Interesting. Okay. It was like, it was a big thing a few years ago

    863

    01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:39,240

    and then it kind of like died down a bit. So I don't hear people talk about it so much

    864

    01:12:39,240 --> 01:12:45,560

    anymore. I think also my parents, you know, my parents are into it too, or like my mom,

    865

    01:12:45,560 --> 01:12:48,640

    every time we're all together as a family, she's like, I'm working as an escape room

    866

    01:12:48,640 --> 01:12:55,360

    friend. Oh, wow. Fun. Okay. Good to know. If anyone wants to take you anywhere, it's

    867

    01:12:55,360 --> 01:13:03,120

    the escape room. Escape room. Yep. Any goals for the future that you can think of? I've

    868

    01:13:03,120 --> 01:13:11,400

    actually thought quite a bit recently because I just turned 26. I like I turned 26 two months

    869

    01:13:11,400 --> 01:13:19,200

    ago now. And I was like, what am I going to do with my life? Thank you. How long am I

    870

    01:13:19,200 --> 01:13:25,600

    going to continue doing comps for? What am I going to do when I stop? Like there's been

    871

    01:13:25,600 --> 01:13:30,320

    a lot of, for some reason hitting the 26 and realizing I'm closer to 30 was kind of like

    872

    01:13:30,320 --> 01:13:41,360

    a shock. Yeah, I know. I'm closer to 30 than 20. And I think also, yeah, with sports, I

    873

    01:13:41,360 --> 01:13:49,240

    just like people consider, would consider me old in climbing compared to like the average

    874

    01:13:49,240 --> 01:13:56,800

    age of like all the youth coming up now and they're born in like 2006. And yeah, so you're

    875

    01:13:56,800 --> 01:14:04,920

    born before 2000, right? Yes. You were born in the 1900s, as people say. I'm still the

    876

    01:14:04,920 --> 01:14:13,280

    cool generation. Imagine being born in 2000s. I know. I can't, I can't imagine. But no,

    877

    01:14:13,280 --> 01:14:21,560

    so I have actually been thinking quite a bit of like my future and stuff. And I think for

    878

    01:14:21,560 --> 01:14:30,800

    like the close future, I might head back to school. Like maybe do an online course on

    879

    01:14:30,800 --> 01:14:37,960

    like cybersecurity, something like that. Cause that's something I find really interesting

    880

    01:14:37,960 --> 01:14:48,560

    and could be really motivated to work in in the future. And otherwise maybe, yeah, like

    881

    01:14:48,560 --> 01:14:52,760

    this coaching app and depending on how it goes, maybe like develop something more into

    882

    01:14:52,760 --> 01:15:02,200

    coaching. I was also talking to my coach about maybe in the future coaching the Swiss team

    883

    01:15:02,200 --> 01:15:08,600

    and all of that. And so there's a few options, few ideas, but for now, I think for the closer

    884

    01:15:08,600 --> 01:15:13,560

    future is like this online training app and online school.

    885

    01:15:13,560 --> 01:15:19,760

    Exciting. Sorry, you had to go through the getting closer to 30.

    886

    01:15:19,760 --> 01:15:29,520

    Yeah. Realize certain things. It's rough. Yeah. It's weird. Well, for, yeah, I'm 27

    887

    01:15:29,520 --> 01:15:37,960

    and for me, I do hang around a lot of like, there are a lot of like younger climbing people

    888

    01:15:37,960 --> 01:15:44,000

    as well. So when I hear someone's 22, especially because of COVID, I think, especially because

    889

    01:15:44,000 --> 01:15:48,320

    of COVID, I feel like I lost a few years. And so when I meet someone who's like 22,

    890

    01:15:48,320 --> 01:15:55,920

    I'm like, okay, cool. We're like the same. And then I think in their mind, I'm like grandma.

    891

    01:15:55,920 --> 01:15:59,360

    So that always hurts.

    892

    01:15:59,360 --> 01:16:05,840

    For sure. Like I try to tell myself, look, COVID took two years of my life. So I'm not

    893

    01:16:05,840 --> 01:16:12,960

    26. I'm 24. Exactly. But then like my boyfriend's two years younger than me. My brother is three

    894

    01:16:12,960 --> 01:16:17,680

    years younger than me. Like everyone on the team and Dre, my teammate is a year older,

    895

    01:16:17,680 --> 01:16:25,840

    but she is taking a year out to travel. So like now everyone on the team is like 2001

    896

    01:16:25,840 --> 01:16:34,760

    and before. So I'm like, oh my gosh, I'm so old. But then I talked to my coach and he's

    897

    01:16:34,760 --> 01:16:41,000

    like, look, once you hit 30, you'll realize that there's actually so much more in life

    898

    01:16:41,000 --> 01:16:47,200

    than being in your twenties. Don't worry about it. I'm like, I will definitely agree. But

    899

    01:16:47,200 --> 01:16:54,160

    right now it does not feel that way. Right now I feel like it's the end of my life.

    900

    01:16:54,160 --> 01:16:59,880

    Yeah, I get that. Especially when I see all the posts about people being like, people

    901

    01:16:59,880 --> 01:17:03,200

    are born in the 1900s.

    902

    01:17:03,200 --> 01:17:10,480

    Yeah. And one post that I recently saw also where it's like, I grew up in the One Direction

    903

    01:17:10,480 --> 01:17:16,640

    group. You know, I loved One Direction, loved them. And someone commented, Harry Styles

    904

    01:17:16,640 --> 01:17:25,520

    was in One Direction. I was like, excuse me? How do you not know that?

    905

    01:17:25,520 --> 01:17:28,520

    Or getting to that point in life.

    906

    01:17:28,520 --> 01:17:33,880

    I feel like also, yeah, in sports, because people are always like, oh, you're getting

    907

    01:17:33,880 --> 01:17:42,120

    old. What are you going to do? And it's like, I'm only 26. Like, maybe I'm a bit older

    908

    01:17:42,120 --> 01:17:46,800

    on the older side in the sports, but people are climbing into like Yakup Shuler. He's

    909

    01:17:46,800 --> 01:17:51,400

    32. Like Jane Kim. She had a kid and came back.

    910

    01:17:51,400 --> 01:17:54,320

    Yeah, she has a huge inspiration.

    911

    01:17:54,320 --> 01:18:00,560

    Huge inspiration. Like, let's stop making me feel old. Thank you. And with my Asian

    912

    01:18:00,560 --> 01:18:03,960

    jeans, maybe I can go in time 40. Who knows?

    913

    01:18:03,960 --> 01:18:09,560

    Yeah. The thing is, like, well, I don't really know when peak is, but then you still have

    914

    01:18:09,560 --> 01:18:14,160

    the experience. So you gain experience. Maybe. Exactly.

    915

    01:18:14,160 --> 01:18:17,920

    Physical peak. I don't know when that is, but you have the experience.

    916

    01:18:17,920 --> 01:18:23,680

    Yeah. And I think, or at least up until now, I haven't felt a difference, I feel like,

    917

    01:18:23,680 --> 01:18:28,720

    in anything. But sometimes I'm like, oh, my back hurts. And then you've got the younger

    918

    01:18:28,720 --> 01:18:34,720

    one who's like, aren't you a grandma? I'm like, fuck that. You'll see. It will come.

    919

    01:18:34,720 --> 01:18:38,680

    You're just young and haven't gone through puberty yet. You'll see.

    920

    01:18:38,680 --> 01:18:43,720

    Yeah, you'll see in a few years. Everyone goes through it. It's the circle

    921

    01:18:43,720 --> 01:18:52,240

    of life. Yeah. Okay. That's enough depressing talk.

    922

    01:18:52,240 --> 01:18:58,160

    I think those were all the questions I had. We have a couple Discord questions or it was

    923

    01:18:58,160 --> 01:19:05,240

    more like one question I want to go over and then a couple statements that people had.

    924

    01:19:05,240 --> 01:19:11,480

    Not bad statements. So one was Tom Greenall, GB coach, said that he's a big fan and he

    925

    01:19:11,480 --> 01:19:14,240

    was really happy that you're on. I didn't know you guys knew each other, so that was

    926

    01:19:14,240 --> 01:19:20,200

    good to know. Yeah. So when I was doing comps in England

    927

    01:19:20,200 --> 01:19:24,360

    and all that, he was the coach at that time. And so I got to know him really well.

    928

    01:19:24,360 --> 01:19:28,800

    I feel that makes sense. And I used to see him at every comp and we'd

    929

    01:19:28,800 --> 01:19:32,360

    always have a little chat and stuff. So, oh, that's so sweet.

    930

    01:19:32,360 --> 01:19:39,880

    Yeah. Awesome. This other one from a person in the Discord, she said, I once called Sophia

    931

    01:19:39,880 --> 01:19:45,360

    by the wrong name a year and a half ago and I still think about that at least weekly.

    932

    01:19:45,360 --> 01:19:49,680

    So do you remember any occurrence of this? No.

    933

    01:19:49,680 --> 01:19:53,600

    Okay, good. So then it's all good. No, no, no. It didn't. So, yep.

    934

    01:19:53,600 --> 01:19:58,800

    No problem about that. No hard feelings. Okay. And then last question,

    935

    01:19:58,800 --> 01:20:06,720

    who's your favorite YouTuber? That's a very good question.

    936

    01:20:06,720 --> 01:20:12,520

    I don't really watch YouTube though. Okay. No, actually, no, I have a good answer for

    937

    01:20:12,520 --> 01:20:17,720

    that. Natasha Osean. Oh, okay.

    938

    01:20:17,720 --> 01:20:24,160

    And she recently did a video on how she's stopping YouTube, which made me so sad. That

    939

    01:20:24,160 --> 01:20:30,840

    was the first person ever where I'm like, no, you're going to be like her presence.

    940

    01:20:30,840 --> 01:20:35,800

    Like I loved her presence, her energy. And also everything was like scientific base and

    941

    01:20:35,800 --> 01:20:42,160

    it was like proven things and not just like random people who are on YouTube and be like

    942

    01:20:42,160 --> 01:20:47,480

    doing it for the clickbait and for the fame kind of. She was like here on to really pass

    943

    01:20:47,480 --> 01:20:51,280

    on a message and I really love that. So yeah, I would say her.

    944

    01:20:51,280 --> 01:20:57,320

    That's a good one. I agree. I don't hear many people talk about her because I mean, she's,

    945

    01:20:57,320 --> 01:21:00,280

    she doesn't really do like climbing stuff generally, except for that one video with

    946

    01:21:00,280 --> 01:21:07,000

    Yanya, which I was very surprised to see. Me too. I was like, oh my God, she's in climbing.

    947

    01:21:07,000 --> 01:21:10,880

    This is so great. Yeah. I was like, I didn't even know she knew

    948

    01:21:10,880 --> 01:21:16,680

    climbers. I didn't know that Yanya, I don't know how they got in contact, but I was so

    949

    01:21:16,680 --> 01:21:21,400

    excited to see. I think everyone should watch that video. I think so too. And her videos

    950

    01:21:21,400 --> 01:21:27,360

    in general, because I mean, that's one thing I don't do. I do not watch other YouTube climbers

    951

    01:21:27,360 --> 01:21:32,720

    videos on YouTube. Like I, I watch my, I like, I have to watch mine because I edit them and

    952

    01:21:32,720 --> 01:21:38,480

    that's already enough. I'm like, oh, that's enough climbing, enough climbing videos for

    953

    01:21:38,480 --> 01:21:44,680

    now. Um, so I kind of try to like go out of YouTube.

    954

    01:21:44,680 --> 01:21:51,040

    I was just watching these day in the life of some other YouTubers, which I enjoy, but

    955

    01:21:51,040 --> 01:21:55,040

    not much more than that. Yeah. I really like her aesthetic as well.

    956

    01:21:55,040 --> 01:22:02,040

    But so you never like watch other like strong climbers to try to get motivation to climb

    957

    01:22:02,040 --> 01:22:12,480

    or train? No, I only watch like videos of boulders that

    958

    01:22:12,480 --> 01:22:19,440

    I'm potentially interested in, like to get the methods, but otherwise motivation, I have

    959

    01:22:19,440 --> 01:22:22,440

    it in my apartment. Yeah, that's true.

    960

    01:22:22,440 --> 01:22:26,720

    Like with my boyfriend, like we both go, we're like, okay, let's go training. Okay, let's

    961

    01:22:26,720 --> 01:22:30,720

    go. True. Okay. Yeah. I think for me, sometimes it

    962

    01:22:30,720 --> 01:22:36,340

    helps. I try to like, before I know I'm about to go climbing, I try to watch a video of

    963

    01:22:36,340 --> 01:22:39,760

    someone just doing hard boulders. That's it.

    964

    01:22:39,760 --> 01:22:43,080

    So that I can get that motivation. Sometimes it doesn't work though.

    965

    01:22:43,080 --> 01:22:48,840

    So I did back in the days, listen to motivational speeches though.

    966

    01:22:48,840 --> 01:22:54,320

    Really? Like there was a time where I really, like I

    967

    01:22:54,320 --> 01:22:59,160

    didn't have, cause I was still at like obligatory school. So I didn't have much time and I really

    968

    01:22:59,160 --> 01:23:04,160

    had to like find ways. Like I'd wake up sometimes a bit earlier before school to train and then

    969

    01:23:04,160 --> 01:23:09,400

    I'd have to train quite late in the evening. So to just like really boost that, I'd like

    970

    01:23:09,400 --> 01:23:12,840

    listen to those motivational speeches like daily.

    971

    01:23:12,840 --> 01:23:16,440

    Wow. Yeah, no, but I would believe those videos.

    972

    01:23:16,440 --> 01:23:21,360

    Like I knew the lyrics by heart. Wait, lyrics?

    973

    01:23:21,360 --> 01:23:25,120

    Well not lyrics, like what they were saying. Just the speech. Okay. Yeah. Just the speech.

    974

    01:23:25,120 --> 01:23:29,080

    Don't need it anymore. Don't need it anymore.

    975

    01:23:29,080 --> 01:23:34,360

    Luckily or luckily, I don't know. It was fun. I love their voices. It is really like, oh

    976

    01:23:34,360 --> 01:23:37,800

    yes. Interesting. I've never tried that. Maybe

    977

    01:23:37,800 --> 01:23:40,840

    I'll try something to give it a try. Is it?

    978

    01:23:40,840 --> 01:23:45,480

    Cool. Well, I think that's all the questions then. Thanks for joining me today.

    979

    01:23:45,480 --> 01:23:47,720

    Thanks for having me. I want to let people know where they can find

    980

    01:23:47,720 --> 01:23:55,720

    you, your Instagram, YouTube, stuff like that. Yeah, you can Sophia Yokoyama, Instagram, YouTube.

    981

    01:23:55,720 --> 01:24:01,000

    And I'll keep you guys updated on the training app.

    982

    01:24:01,000 --> 01:24:05,200

    I was on Facebook, but I mean, I still am on Facebook, but no one uses Facebook anymore.

    983

    01:24:05,200 --> 01:24:10,320

    So I don't need Facebook. Okay. Okay. Cool. Awesome. And yeah, hopefully

    984

    01:24:10,320 --> 01:24:13,080

    the training plan stuff works out. Thank you.

    985

    01:24:13,080 --> 01:24:16,240

    Okay. Thank you. It was amazing to talk to you.

    986

    01:24:16,240 --> 01:24:19,440

    Likewise. Thank you so much for making it to the end

    987

    01:24:19,440 --> 01:24:24,920

    of the podcast. Don't forget to like and subscribe if you enjoyed. Otherwise you are a super

    988

    01:24:24,920 --> 01:24:30,120

    big climber. If you're listening on a podcasting platform, I'd appreciate if you rate it five

    989

    01:24:30,120 --> 01:24:35,720

    stars and you can continue the discussion on the free competition climbing discord linked

    990

    01:24:35,720 --> 01:25:03,360

    in the description. Thanks again for listening.

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